urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mellamo_mamah My Name is Mamah Mamah Mieiah 2004-11-02T02:08:38Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mellamo_mamah:1238 2004-11-02T02:08:38Z 2004-11-02T02:08:38Z On The Way Down- Ryan Cabrera today, is november 2 in the philippines an right now it is november one in the united states of america at this point...9:32 somehow...my livejournal clock is somewhat brOOoken. *sighs* in a few hours, america will be voting for who's-who the next president of the united states of america. i'm waiting what's going to happen, though i have nothing to do with political issues about it. i do want to serve somehow a country soon but i know that's far from being whatever i could be. !!! fine i shall not care about any political issues about anything *secretly: i do!!* (me: slap on the face!)<br /> so i read torinaura's quiz and i got really, sigh, i am so inlove with *toot*. Gosh, i am going to make my own fanfic.. about him, but i am not going to use her pics or whatever...besides, there was that stupid beautchie that stole all her whateverness... and i want to kill that beuatchie...who wants to give me a high 5?? *everyone: nobody cares*<br /><u>my fanfic with *toot* (alex!)</u><br /> (so the last thing that she ended up was with me with a happy ending with alex. hmm... that's sOOOo sweet!)<br />but &lt;==rewind==&gt; okay, so before i mean after...(recalling...toot) that i had this whatever sOO bad scene with that kasey person (coz you know what, marian has a sister with the same spelling and i was pretty weird about kasey a girl or a boy??). i met and yah, sierra found me with him, then i went with my lover (alex, my new boyfriend and all that)..yah, and then told him everything that happened. okay, stOOp recalling!<br /><br /> so after telling him the whole thing and ending up with a kissing scene with him and telling me that he's going to protect me and all that. i stayed with the night with him. (awwww!!) obviously, that would seem to be pretty weird, although. fine. so i stayed the night with him talkin' and talkin' about our lives in the past. and to tell you it was really funny when he said all about his childhood memories like when he tried acting like his dad, wearing his shoes and his necktie that would sag around the floor. besides he was only three then and nothing would perfectly fit him. then after spending those talks with him, i grew very tired and i suddenly slept in his apartment. (aww...okay i know it's weird and all that) but anyway, the sweetest part is that i slept in his couch, since he didn't want to leave me and all that, he slept with me there too. my head was resting on his lap and watching me. he was just playing with my hair (no, brushing my hair) and just watching me there. that's really sweet of him.<br /> so in the morning when i woke up, it was like around 6:00 in the morning...uhh, that's so early since i slept so early. i woke up in his lap and he was just sleeping the couch. so i got a pillow and a blankie so he could have something to sleep on, besides watching me there the whole time. there i let his head rest on the pillow and covered him with a blankie. the weather seems to be cold...that's why. while he was sleeping, i opened the fridge to see whatever i can eat (bad me...) no, i wanted to cook. what?? it wasn't all that impressing stuff and all that okay. so there, i saw eggs and hotdogs inside so i cooked eggs and hotdogs for breakfast with some toasted bread. and while cooking, he suddenly woke up but of course i was busy cooking, he was just staring there at me what i was just doing. so anyway, not realizing he walked to me and just hugged me at the back (aww!)...yah and told me a sweet goodmorning in my ear. and telling me that he loves me!! (ackk..that's sooOOOo sweet). yah, so we both ate in breakfast and we were just looking at each other, smiling. his eyes are just sooOOO cute looking at me, and i just don't know what to do...